so i am leaving.
finally.
getting the fuck out of here.
away from all of these people
that were my friends.
and are now heroin addicts.
dope heads.
i am going to school in the woods where i will be able to breathe and its all so exciting. and yay.
i mean.
i should be so excited.
but of course i am terrified.
terrified of having a roomate i have never even talked to.
nervous about sharing a bathroom with 3 other girls (all strangers)
nervous about leaving the nest.
nervous about being alone.
nervous about missing him.
but he cant be mad, i mean, right? he knows how much i have to leave, he saw it, he sees them and what they do